A lifetime of letdowns is keeping me asleep.
I don’t want to wake up, this dream will be the death of me.
My face is on the floor, your ghost is at my door.
I feel its presence creeping in, crawling underneath my skin.
And I want it this way, because I’d rather feel this pain
Than nothing at all.
Track Name: La Jolla
I waited by the water, hoping you’d come down to me.
Should have stuck my head under, put myself out of this misery.
We had the whole world to ourselves, now I’m placing my life on a shelf. Putting myself out to lose, I think I’d rather just recluse.
This illusion that everything is fine ends up with me hung out to dry.
But we’ll always have La Jolla instead of this life we’re growing bored of.
I think when it comes down to it, I’m better off without this skin
Track Name: Wanderlust
I can’t just give up, it’s been so long since I felt your touch.
It kills me to know that you’re still there,
haunting me with each breath you take.
But I can’t do this anymore, these broken hands do me no good.
It feels like I’m going nowhere.
I drove past your house and my mind it weighs me down like a stone.
You came into my brain and left it ablaze like an empty home.
I just can’t trust myself or depend on anyone else.
Forever out of sync.